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Still trying to adjust to life without a tablet or at least practice drawing without one, this time I wanted to see how much elaborate I could make something look withouh a tablet. True, the Steven Universe and MLP styles I mostly use on my fanarts are way easier to replicate with a mouse than my regular style, which is much more messy, but it at least lets me know I won't be all useless without that tool. Altought a friend of mine is gonna let me borrow hers for time to time so I will try and get at least linearts done while I have it in my possesion Btw Peri is my eternal fave and I have like a buncha more drawings planned with her on them <3
Hey guys! First of all I wanna say thank you to all of you for the kind comments you left on my last journal. It was really heartwarming to read them and see how much you care about me. It does help a lot, especially now with the news i've got. To make a quick recap, I found out I had a throat infection and had to take antibiotics for like a week or so. I was very relieved it wasn't so serious as I inicially thought: the fever stopped after a couple days, and altough my throat is still a bit sore I'm better now overall. I went to stay with my mom, who lives in another city, untill I got healed up; since I am all alone in my apartment here and had nobody to really fall back on. While I was there she did something I have been delaying for a good while now: she took me to see a therapist. I talked to the professional and it turns out I have some level of depression on me and I actually need some medication. Honest to goodness I had no effing idea it was that serious, like yeah I have been feeling down and depressed and lacked real motivation for over three years now but I did not knew it was that bad. I guess I just grew accustomed to it in a sense. But I do wanna get better, I am taking my medication dialy now and I am appointed to see the doctor again in a month. And I plan on keep improving. Right now I am still feeling very on the edge, anxious and have problem sleeping at night, but I am getting a lot of support from my mom and my friends, and I have good hopes for the future. I'd also like to apologize for how little I usually talk with you guys. Unless it's like some announcement or just footnotes on my art or responding to comments, I don't ever talk about my life or who I am as a person. I guess I just tend to assume no one really cares, because I wish I did not really cared about my life too. Caring is hard. It's even worse when you try to just brush it off or hide it under the rug and pretend everything is fine. I don't like to express my feelings because I have very little control over them, and more times that I can count I have caused trouble by expressing them. But apparently bottling them up does not fix any problems, and acting like I am not a human with my own experiences and emotions gets me nowhere. Part of my healing process now involves trying to be more open about who I am and what I feel, even if nobody else really cares or wants to hear. Because the one person that needs to read this, to get this out, is me. And I would only be doing myself a disservice by keeping it all in. I'm sure most of this rant makes little sense to you, i've come to find out most of the times feelings in general make no sense and trying to express them in a way that does make sense is a tedious task, to say the least. If you've come this far on reading this journal, I just wanna say thanks for putting up with me today. I wanna try and get back on comissions again. I still got lots of stuff on my plate besides this and other stuff to worry about that I may be talking about in the near future, but for now I just wanted to let you know I'm still here and I wanna keep going, even if it's hard. Drawings is still one of the only things I care about, and I refuse to let it go so easily.